Tip to Siem Reap

Here is some kind tips for those plan to go Siem Reap

1. Cambodia have four seasons, the best seasons to visit Siem Reap is during Nov-Jan (cold dry season)
2. bring scarf, is kind of dusty during this seasons
3. sunblock and bodylotion is needed
4. mask will help to block the dusty air
5. sunglass protect your eyes from noon strong sunlight and the dusty air
6. prepare some small note when buying things in the market, especially local market
7. wear comfortable footwear when visit Angkor wat temple, as it required lot walking and climbing
8. insect repellent needed during night time
9. bring some candy along, it will help entertain child over there
10. don't ever respont to those seller at Angkor Wat temple if you are not interested to buy anything, coz once you show interest to buy, they will surround you with lots of other stuff
11. caucasian are always friendly to share their experient, have a chat with them

Angkor Wat

Five days five night trip to Siem Reap

The location of Angkor Wat
it is a wonderful trip
although I am the one who suggested, yet all the arrangement done by my sis
thanks sis, without you, this trip wont be such success ^^

A nice place to go, worth to visit
the place is peaceful and quite
kind of dusty during this end year
but the weather is perfect (dry and cold)
the pace here is slow (but sun rise and fall fast)
the guesthouse is cosy, and our drive and tourguide is kind and friendly
food over here is interesting too (miss those french bread)
and the Angkor Wat temple is magnificent!!!


however, the country is poor,
without Angkor Wat temple
I really don't know what does this country leave with...paddy?
thank god that there is no war now over there
most landmine had been removed (visit the war museum)
bless the country with better future
while preserving their mother nature and their culture property

memory of PUTIH

He was still so young
we spent so little time together
yet joyful time...
he is part of my memory with you...

remember those time...
watching him drinking milk
trying to sneak into the house
scolding him for being naughty
seeing him crying when locked in the room

now he is laying deep in the ground
not welcoming my return...
not running around my leg...

everything happen with a reason
noone is guilt on this

rest in peace my dear little one
you leave us with wonderful memory

thank you
....
:)

Birthday acknowledgement

four days away from my actual birthday...
but i am already flooded in the sea of happiness...
knowing u guys is a really bless for me...thank you ^^

Deep appreciation for this life and all the people passed and stayed in my life...
I really very content with me ^^
THANK YOU!!!


1st Palm Beach

thank you guys, although quite early, but i was really appreciate with it
you guys are really lovely...thank you!!
i really never expect it over there...
really touches...
love the cake and present lot ^^
THANK YOU!!!


2nd K Box Outing

gosh!!...really shocked
honestly, when the screen played the birthday song
I really thought the computer system down
I never expect it is really mean for me...
I look so shock and blur by the time...hahaha
really thank you very much
really touched for all of you guys afford
I love the presents a lot...you guys are really very thoughful...
THANK YOU!!

Gratitude to all

Thank you guys

without you guys, I wont be able to complete my FYP
thank you for spending your early morning and evening for me
measuring trees under hot sun or rain
been attack by big red ant
shock and worried about accident that happened
is my pleasure to have you guys to help
really very thankful to have you all...^^


Alan

"thank you so much, don't worry, I am working fine,
hope everything go smooth for you too."


Li Shu

" jia you jia you!!things happen with a reason,
everything eventually will fall at the right point. Don't worry ^^"


Nyuk Shin

" All the best, you will make it work ^^!!"


Leh Ee

"My beauty, thank you for the time, it sure worn you...^^"


Little Bird

" Don't worry and don't feel guilty, everything going fine ^^"


Herbs

"nothing to say to you...:p...but thanks!!^^"


Qi Xiang

"sorry, miss out you...thanks lot, for all the time ^^"


Thean
"thank you...O...^^"

The Love

Love
is having somebody waiting for you
caring for you
accepting who you are
learning your past
looking forward for the future
Holding you tightly no matter what happened


This is a long journey
and we are walking side by side
there might be up and down
but the bond is strong to overcome it

accident-slide down from hill

Last weekend had a accident
slide down from the hill while taking tree measurement
that's was scary

before the case happened, I already know it will happen
It happened in a blink of eyes, no time for me to prevent it

fortunately only bruise on both hand and stomach
not really that serious (don't worry)
but I will still feel bit pain after bath
it will pain if I didn't sleep in right position too

worried my friend who should be protecting us
(he even tried to come down rescue me)
worried him that unable to accompany me for it

DON'T WORRY GUYS!!I WILL RECOVER SOON!!
THANK YOU AND SORRY!!

manage time

sorry for long time didn't update blog
kind of busy
time occupied...work, assignment, study, fyp, him...

I did try to manage my time
but somehow I still have limited time
although still able to finish the task
but sometime it make me feel stress up...
really feel like give up...

should I give up? am I giving myself too much?
or I just still need to improve myself more?
am i running away from my responsibility?
running away from the fact?

.... ....

B & W event

Have you ever think of this?
someone important to you just suddenly leave you.
perhaps not suddenly
but they just dissappear from your life
FOREVER

I ever imagine myself leaving the world
I don't want people to cry in my funeral,
coz I want them to be glad that I am in peace
even I died in tragedy...cause I don't want regrat in heart of people who love me.

As our age accumulate, this kind of event will increase too...
and the relationship between you and the main role of the event will become closer too
will I be able to handle it?
I don't know...


seeing the loved one leaving better?
- or -
leaving the loved one behind better?


I choose to see...so that people wont sad for my absent and feel lonely....


ps: personally, black and white represent funeral to me
no offence, just family education...

One month aniversery

This song was sang by someone important to me
touches....~^^~

Thank you for being by my side
for me, all this are just so amazing
Having someone loving me so truly, deeply, and madly...

I am really a lucky person
I have family and friends who loved me so much
now I got you...a guy who did so much just for me

Thank you for making this decision
making you a part of my life
Please bear with my wilfulness, irrational, childishness and bad temper
patient with my ignorance, poor communication and expression skill
I will try my best to be a better person...for both of us...

You filled my life with happiness ^^

Moon Dance

Finally, after all the hardship practicing for the dance
it is finally on the stage.
The moment was so nervous
it had been awhile for me to stand up at the stage infront so many people
I purposely didn't wear my contact lens
just to reduce my nervouse feeling....hehe...

Really enjoyed the time dancing...
the feeling of movement
and the sweat out from the body
the dance feeling is great ^^
I am gona miss it lot....

To all the team member,
really enjoyed the time with you guys ^^
thanks to team leader for giving me the chance for it too...^^
Thank you!!!!

The 5 love language

Recalled this recently
this was taught by form six Bio Teacher (Mdm Gan)

based on what i understand,
this 5 love language is the basic 5 element needed in a relationship
this apply between friendship, couple, husband and wife, children and parent

These 5 love language are

• Words of Affirmation

  Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.

• Quality Time

  In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

• Receiving Gifts

  Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.

• Acts of Service

  Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.

• Physical Touch

  This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.

ps: to avoid any misleading, hence i copy paste the meaning from the website below, do have a try with the test, is fun ^^

http://www.5lovelanguages.com/learn-the-languages/the-five-love-languages/

Those time ~

Today on my way back from Kuala Lumpur
while waiting KTM at the paltform
I realised it had been a while since last time the same senario happened.

HOwever, different location, different timing, but the feeling is the same
when you are still around here, I used to come up quite frequent
I missed those time, hanging around at your house
having simple dinner or lunch together
doing nothing but spending time with each other
I missed those time

taking bus alone from JB to KL
or going back from KL to JB
every sinlge moment i spend in KL
these memory is the best

hugz ~
^^

Junction in the journey

I am a indecisive people
yet, I meet a lot of choice in my life...
reaching junction in the life journey

choice to choose my partner (although is not choosing life partner )
choice to go oversea for field visit
choice to study
choice to work
and choice for life....

really thank god
untill now, I had a blessed life
I have a lot of opportunity, and all of them are good chances
not everyone have this kind of chances to choose

Everytime I stood in front those junction, I need to make decision
I never regrate my choice, at least those decision i made in my life journey

I hope as this journey proceed....
everything will be smooth....
bless me....
and bless everyone that I know in my life....
Thank you for being with me all the way in this life journey...

Thank you for the smile

I had read what you wrote
it touches my heart
I couldn't never imagine that there will be a person
liking me so much and willing to do so much for me
I know I will get happiness from you
I know my smile will always on my face if I were with you
you are so concern about me
caring and liking me

really...i really appreciate it
it was a wonderful date...i really feel full with happiness...
from deep in my heart....thank you~

but I had made the decision
a decision that hurt your heart
however...it also made you a stronger man...i think

I am selfish....I made you suffer....
I will never request you to stop treating me well....
meanwhile I will try very hard to live in happiness
coz this is the only way to reduce your pain
and repay your caring and like to me....

I trully believe
you will definitely meet the girl that mean to you
and she will be the most happiness girl in the world
and so do you will be the most happiness guy in the world...

you can treat me well...but please don't stop at me
pursue your happiness when it arrival....ok?
you must get your happiness too
this mean a lot to me too



Bin....thank you....(~^ ^~)

父母恩重难报经

This is a sign language drama

performed by Tze Chi
at Borneo Conventional Center Kuching (BCCK)

it was my first time going to BCCK
it was super beautiful, the view over there is nice
it located beside the majestic Sarawak river, sunside view very romantic and beautiful
a rainforest themed architecture



this wasn't my first time watching this show
I saw it back in JB...but it wasn't the full performance

didn't really get to enjoy the whole performance
because I am helping my friend recording the whole performance



we are given the power to use our body
but we don't have the ownership of our body
this was given by our parent
appreciate and cherish it
as we are fortunate to be given the chance...

Journey of life never being easy
what our parent been through
eventually we will face it

bring your parent for a vacation when they still can walk and enjoy life
thanks and love them when they still be able to feel it
hug and hold them when they are still around

Ｉ　ＬＯＶＥ　ＹＯＵ
ｉ　ａｍ　ａ　ｔｙｐｉｃａｌ　ｃｈｉｎｅｓｅ，
ｓｏ　Ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｏｎｌｙ　ｅｘｐｒｅｓｓ　ｍｙ　ｇｒａｔｉｔｕｄｅ　ｉｎｄｉｒｅｃｔｌｙ．

Is a mess

Wasn't being well organized
wasted a lot of time doing meaningless thing
trouble with a lot of stuff
which i shouldn't be doing

My proposal is a mess
my academic is a mess...
even my life is a mess...
and all this is terrible!!!

Don't stop just because of a simple failure
you can make it better
as you believe you can do it

will reduce my visit to facebook
increase more reading....
and surf more useful web...



ps: i will still on msn anyway...

dancing ~

Finally I had made a good decision
joining the dance performance for moon festival

It had been a long time since my last dance performance...
the dance is ok...not that tough...
it is fun and energized dance
I love it very much

glad I am still fit, manage to learn the whole dance for the first training
(coz i am late comer...all other dancer had learned those steps)

hopefully i will be able to upload the video for the performance ^^

All the best ^^




ps: I miss our dance crew way back during form six and secondary school
I didn't do the wrong choice...thank you....

Thank you, friend

Thank you
is a pleasure for me to know you.
You are a good guy
caring the one you like
liking the one you like
brave to show your feeling
dare to woo the girl thought she always put wet blanket on you.

is my honor to know you
just that the female role now is inappropriate.

I know one day you will meet the "HER" that belong to you
coz i know you are a good guy

There is one thing that i forgot to tell you in your birthday
Thank you.....for everything.....^^


ps: I hope you will recover soon...

Be wise

Realised that i will be kind of busy this semester...
I really need a full heart for it...
Need to do my work more properly
Use my time wisely in doing reserach
meanwhile study hard for my academic....

I shouldn't mess around too much
I have been wasting my time bit over

Girl, please wake up k
you are on the progress steping into another world
so be more serious when doing things k

Be prepared for what you are going to face

私は牛です

One of friend keep calling me "gu"
gradually, i realised that i am really a "gu" (go = cow)

I am stubborn, this is well known in my fmaily
in a nice way, this is determination
somehow, this is bad too

I am simple minded
always do something silly
somehow this is good, cheer people around me
but sometime they will get high blood pressure too...oops

I am hard
trying to be tough
don't want to ask for help too much
but somehow i just cannot really do it
please admit it when you need help k

I am reckless
this is worse...sometime I don't think too much before I do
some people say this call dare to take risk
but please think before you do anything
the consequences can be terrible


hmm...all the cow charaters
fortunately my zodiac was not cow
if not....i am really cowman lo...:p

ps: I didn't mad at the person who call me like that
I need to thanks him for waking me up more
work it up girl...don't be too "gu"

华协交流营~有我友你

Just got back from camp organized by chinese society

it was great and fun

I get to see blue sand (this can only be seen at midnight)
and see sun rise (but the weather not good, saw half yolk only)

we played guardian angel game, but I seem reverse the role
I take care of my guardian, and my angel take care of me..oops

first day not feeling well
make lot people worry
thank you guy
I m so touched ^^

this will be my last time
I will definitely miss it
thank you guys, u guys did a great job ^^
very happy and enjoy to work with u guys *smile







ps: photo taken from facebook..:p

KESUMAS

This is a sport competition held in my Uni
competition between faculty

Swimming club as the organizer of the swimming competition

We had a wonderful time
I appreciate all the volunteers and committe
without them, this cun be well done
THANK YOU!!!

this is my first time for it too
first time organize
first time swim for competition
50m freestyle (2nd last)
50m breast stroke (2nd last)
4x50m freestyle (3rd swimmer)


well done my girl
you had created a beautiful record in your life history^^
I am honor with that^^

I hope it wont happen

I had a weird dream
a dream that I hope it wont happened
so I post it out

In the dream
I am still single
I didn't get the guy I love, he is with another person
I went to his place to stay overnight
he still treat me very good
I am so worried that I will destroyed others marriage
I avoided him

then another guy show out
.....

dream memory lost....


hahaha....:p


ps: the funny part of this dream,
all the role in my dream are someone i knew and all of them are guys
oops...:p

Thank for being in my life

Human are born to live in group
we cannot or rarely able to live by one
that's why we will feel loneliness


cherish every single tiny relationship with people passed your life
once you get to know a person
the fate between two begin
you could never run away or cut it off


I sincerely cherish and thankful
to all the people that passed my life

Enjoyable outing ^ ^

Yesterday was a pleasent day
except that I am not feeling well...:x

Morning during swim session
We though there will have no bus, but suddenly the bus appeared
I really appreciate it and feel super happy about it

Later we went out to have fun (different gang of people)
we sing K box
plan to go food festival but cancelled cause of heavy rain

Although we didn't do much thing
but it was a pleasent and joyful outing


Thank you^^
for the outing
for the cantonese class
all the laughter
for the translation
for the driving


ps:oops...totally didn't took any picture...:p


ps: ji jia gu gui boi go qian ko...^^
一只牛要卖五千块

Van driving

Last wednesday, I had my first time experience with van driving
It is awesome!!^^
When you see the big car, you will feel terrified
the clutch is high, the oil one too low
first time really don't used to it

but after a while, you will in love with it
it was so big, you can see lot of things
it have different view from normal car
the front is short, the back mirror can see clearly too.
(anyway, your passanger will help you)

however, at the end, you will feel tired
coz it is too big
quite tiring to drive too


Thanks, van uncle ^^




ps: next time i can interview for tuition van driver le ^^

silly girl's thought

I am scared
it had been a while since i was cared
cared by people other then friends and family

I don't used
is hard for me to believe
I was so used to be treated not truly
I was so used to have no depend

I wanted so much
but yet I am running away from it...



I still couldn't let go


I know all this won't last.........

Korea Ice Cream house ^^

First time visit this shop

the food is delicious ^^
is a korean ice crean shop
at Jalan Song, corner shop


Patbingsu

Red-bean vanilla bbe0ng

I like it a lot ^^



is our first time outing too...
nice to meet you

give me a break

Suddenly, just feel like finding a hole and stuck myself inside it
don't ask me why... I just feel so...

perhaps I was being annoyed

is it too frequent
is it because I am not interested?
feel kind of sorry to the person
but this is what I feel now


sorry...

please give me a break...

New look ^^

Last week I had my hair done....
this is for someone to see....
hope you will like it^^









The hairstylist super cute la
after my hair was done
he asked me to change my spect and wear contact lens
that will make me look more glamerous
haha....^^...
anyway...should thanks him

ps: need to put some afford on taking care all this...:p

BIG SPENDER!!

wow, I have been spending a lot after my practical
is a bad phenomenan....
I had my hair done and even buy a new spect (tot i din wear it)
the nearly buy contact lens....

haiz....haven start earning i am spending....

indecisive...

I really hate my character
INDECISIVE!!!
when will I be able to buy things by my own
why cannot I just shout my view and feeling?!

hate it....

:x



ps: believe in yourself my dear...

Hatyai food

Our first stop - chicken and roosted pork rice

the chicken is smooth, the pork skin is crispy and the rice is fragrance...

Second stop at river side restaurant
(sorry, no nice photo for there, but the food is nice)

Third stop - supper
tomyam and kueh tew
only open for around two hours at night time
so be fast if you want to try it


The next morning - breakfast
dim sum and buk ku teh



Last stop before we go back
a nice restaurant beside the water reserviour
very beautiful view
food quite nice but quite expensive too

Cheer up ^^

今は嫌だったです、一人にすきではないです。

my feeling

一人がさびしです。きらいです

Chemical Talk?

Today we went for a talk on chemical applied for vege and fruit
talk plus dinner at equatorial hotel (the hotel we went previously)

basically, they are promoting their product
we are just looking which one suit us better
smile coz the lucky draw we got is the stuff that we wanna try...^^
three stuff luckily obtained...hehe

I...didn't do anything...
didn't write down note but eat eat eat and eat....
cam....i think i really gain weight....i think my face get even round...like the moon lo...
omg....i think i need to reduce my meal amount...
hope they don't mind....haiz....

anyway....quite nice food...although i mostly ate dessert
(hehe....this is wenshu la...dessert first follow by main course...:p)

2 Days 1 Night Hatyai Trip

Had a two days one night trip at Hatyai
is a sudden trip...enjoyable trip
really very thankful to the persons that bring us around
sincerely thank you

this trip mostly eat eat eat and eat
Thailand is really a food paradise
but hopefully didn't gain weight
cause after each meal sure shopping shopping

Thailand is a shopping paradise too
things over here quite cheap
with the condition that you are in the right place
things can be expesive too

several place and thing in Thai that I would like to recommend
will be posted soon...hopefully attach with photo^^

Ba Ku Teh

This is my 2nd attemption for ba ku teh
fail at the same point again
"put too much water"
but ladyboss praise that the soup quite nice
she suggest next time don't put mushroom into it
it will ruin the taste of if

ok....got it....

mistake learned...put water according to the portion
and don't put mushroom
can put some lettuce
smash the garlic before cook it....smell better

^^

1st trial



ps: sorry, didn't took photo for 2nd trial

the feeling of love

have this sudden feeling
hope to be love and care by someone
envy those who have someone who worry them
someone concern them
someone you can find wherever and whenever

i got friends...but they have their love one too
i got family...but i cun bother them forever....

i know their love is great
but i still lack of this boy girl love...

the one that company you for the rest of the life
you can bother him/she until the end of your life (or his/her life...touchwood....:p)


ps: this is all because of the anime i am watching recently...:p
羽山さんと紗南チャン、幸せになりましょうよ

ps: hope i didn't write wrong...:p

this is the fact?!

why should I hide my emotion
why should I be rational...(:p although i know i am not)
why should i control what I want to express?

why why why

am I particular?
do I like to talk behind people?
am I autocracy?
am I?

YES!!!I AM!!!!
judge as you like

I need to release my emotion
but where can I?

pathetic!!!!!



ps: let it go my girl, just let it be
I know you can make it...hugz

Driving in cameron

Yeah, today is my third time driving in cameron
today kind of dangerous
cause the mirror got dirt, very low visibility...
yet we still arrived safely
hopefully in this few days will get to drive van
a ancient van...hehe
challenging^^

driving in cameron is about experience
you never know what is waiting for you in front

Advise for new driver in cameron...
don't try to cut before you know that front road is safe^^
don't speed as you don't know when will be the next 180 corner


ps: i like the feeling of driving over here^^

ice cream ice cream^^

cool
i had ice cream continuously for three days
this break my record

1st day had ABCR and cendol at brinchang hawker center
(that time super cold...my friend eat while tremble...)
ABCD is nice, cost RM3 i think, worth to try, but cendol...haha

2nd day had strewberry ice cream at cactus valley
erm....don't give too high expectation....:p....
RM1 is enought for one ice stick
(I had two continuously...:p)

3rd day had homemade ice cream (rum&raisin + strewberry cheese) at Brinchang night market
(i prefer rum&raisin, hazelnut smell nice,lavender bit weird)
1 scoop for RM 2, 2 scoop for RM 3
later we had fried ice cream....
1 cup RM2...2 for RM3....too bad, we had too much ice cream already


wow....i am going to gain weight for all this....faint....
but i didn't regret except for the 2nd day....:p



thanks for bring us around....^^

First sign love?!

wow...that's close
can you believe it
a little boy fall in love with in first sign

he keep stick with me the whole night....
according to my friend
he seldom do that with people he just know
he is a shy boy...

cam...

the worse thing is....
when i go put thing in the fridge
the dog down there also keep wan to stick with me...
i think it is in "that" condition lo....

cam....am i over femine hormone....

oh...


ps: hahaha....

what the....

great....account was being locked...
mean I don't need to check my result....sob sob....
perhaps the people up there heard me
coz I said that I don't want to check my result....
my wish came true....
faint....


ps:touch wood touch wood...hope everything back to normal soon




ps: just wan to say...quite sad with my friend behavior....haiz...

= =

sorry, need to release some complain......

Question:
is it a problem to start work earlier and end work a bit later?
is it a problem to inform someone what we are going to do?
is it a problem to ask for opinion?
is it a problem to speak out one mind?


haiz....different people differrent thought...
i understand....
that's y...i decided to shut my mouth up...


haiz....the art of relationship


ps: not the boy girl relationship...sorry...sound so on the tail



i dun't like this kind of feeling lo...:x

Boss feast

hehe....had nice feast from my boss...

thank you boss^^

perhaps this is the reward from the hard work gua....hehe^^
like it a lot

ps: the middle one is my order...hehe....snapper taste nice^^

Thank you

few days ago receive old friend phone call
suddenly have this feeling

I feel so thankful
thankful to those new friends of my friends

Life is very funny
at certain moment, there will be certain people that occupy our life
as we proceed in the life journey, this people change
some of them become part of the memory
but some remained and walk together along the journey

Thank you those who had being my friend for so long
and those who passed by my life and had become part of my memory

Thank you for the new comer

Big thanks for the special one who are always there for me...^^


I am blessed~~^^

Lim teh at cameron~

hehe, yesterday my friend bring me out to limteh
first time limteh at cameron
JIn JIn restaurant
get to know two pretty girl....
nice nice^^

I like the shui bian drinks^^
Jin ice cream quite unique....just bit bitter....:p

Sweet stuff still my no.1 favourite :p



ps:cam....need to start learn cooking le...I am going to own people a meal...:x

Happiness^^

although I have quite a tough practicle
work seven days, lengthy working hour

actually quite nice to work at here
I got nice place to stay with everything available
I got nice superior plus housemate...we enjoy cooking and eating together
I got to eat nice meal cooked by my friend and my superior
I got nice weather, I don't need to suffer from the hot weather down there
I got to learn a lot of nice stuff where I don't get to learn it in school

I sincerely cherish every moment I had over here
Thank you god for giving the chance to be here

I am blessed ^^~

Nice day

I don't like today....tonight
too many thing come in once.....
cannot even have peace....
haiz haiz haiz.....
a haiz haiz night....


hate the me now......
sorry.....




ps: i need to release the emotion...but no channel...tonight no free man for me....

stop blaming yourself

Everytime hearing you say so....
my heart feel like being cut
very pain....
I know this is your choice, I didn't made you to choose this
but I cannot stop blaming myself
I feel like I am the one who mislead you
I feel so terrible about it....

what should I do to make thing better....
nothing....but giving you the best support that I could
no matter what is the end result, this is your life
no one can decide it but you
I know you will make the wise decision

no matter what is the end result, you got my full support^^
GO GIRL!!!YOU'RE THE BEST!!!


ps:another think too much issue...let go k

Think too much

I always like to think too much
thing haven't happen then i start thinking too much
then end up nothing happened....only dissapoinment leave with me...

girl, stay cool
remind what it should be
nothing should change until any further progress happened


I know you are afraid of your past
don't let your past block your way k
be strond, you will definitely make it!!!!
^^~

How?

everytime when i wan to post something on my blog,
I couldn't manage to online.
wont I don't know what I should post, then I will get to online...
perhas will start having the habit of writing it down first then only post when I can online...
problem arise....I don't know how to change the date...
coz it will be like many post on same day....weird la....haiz....need to think of a solution
if not i will lost interest in here soon lo....cam...

too much too little

Too much thing to express
too much emotion
too much too much but too little too little time

huge hugz for my small little heart...
cheer up^^

Being away

perhaps will be away from blog for the next two month
because i might not have internet connection over my work place...
all the best to all my frenz...

I will be working over Cameron Highland
YG park
hopefully everything will be fine

i guess i will enjoy my time over there...
and walk around ipoh and some place over there...
and...KL shopping?...hope so...

missing ai le....

Dedicate this to you

26 April, I forwarded a message to you, although it was so simple,
when i received your thanks, it light up my life.
I am full of joy at the moment. Thank cong....

I think I had mentioned this too many time....but i still wanted to say it...

Thank you....Thank you for being with me all the time....^^