Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Vege month end

Today is the last day for my vege month
(extended one more day to amend the mistake that I made)

I had vege
just personal willing
nothing special...
i just feel like thinking something light since ate too much meat during cny
want to learn to control my desire, control myself from temptation, learn to control my temper too
does it work?...hmm...I am not very sure...

Initially, i nearly get crazy of eating vege....cannot find place to eat
but now i enjoy having it^^
I had a great time going out with friends for vege^^
Thanks for accompanying me for that^^

Is true that there is many things that we could not control
but there are lot more that we can control
mistake in reality could not be amended
but human tend to amend it in another way to make them feel better




random post....^^...coz i forgotten what actually i want to post...:p

Saturday, March 27, 2010

not again...

haha....my weird habit, post in once...

again...i am stuck in the middle of the road
...because of....out of petrol....super embarass
end up need to ask seniors to help


Folks,
RM5 is not enough for you to hang up from Kota Samarahan and waterfront,
RM10 please
unless you are confident that the tank still leave some petrol when you get the car...

The whole trip
It was not a good planning
we keep losing our way
i hope they do enjoy the day.
Coz I enjoyed several part of it^^




ps: initially i asked another senior to help but...ya...end up he is the one helping me...coz he is next one renting car out for a date

Motivation

After several day of suffering mild depressition...
i had realised the problem i am facing now....i am losing motivation
although i do all the thing that i need to do,
but the absent of motivation does not give me the positive feeling after all the accomplishment....
this is terrible....


what should i do?...



my dear, work harder!!!
all the best^^



ps: hardly laugh out from my heart...


Friday, March 12, 2010

Encouragement

I just get to know that one of my friend went student exchange to Korea
the wow thing is not about she went to Korea
but is how she get the opportunity to exchange

She requested this whole thing by herseld directly to her faculty dean
as this is not offered in her faculty
and I am impressed

This is what our school student lack off
initiative, confident and brave to take chance

nice try!!



ask yourself, how much risk do you willing to take
or just be a good baby, take what is provided and complain the hot weather under the shade



yo!!stand up for your right!!!



ps: thanks my frenz, you had encouraged me...
don't wait for them to provide us, but urge them to provide us
this is our right




dissapointed...



I am really not a good decision maker lo
just for a camera, it already took me almost three hours to make decision
when will i be able to make decision well?
when will i become a better person
i am sick of this la....so dependent on others....

dissapointed again with my performance....

shu, work harder k, you are leave behind very far away already....
faster run k, not crawling....



Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Is raining...


This is the first time hearing you crying so badly...
it pain into my heart...I couldn't imagine if one day something bad really happened...
what will i react...
our bond are too deep...I think the me now could not afford anything yet...

please be strong and healthy my dear, I cannot bear to see you like this
although this is a training from up there...
is not worth for you to be so heart broken...
as my heart followed and become deep blue ocean...

I could not do anything but listen what you tell me
even I am there, I can only give you a huge hug...
and able to understand the situation more clearly...

Why all this thing is happening....
all this are just making me losing faith toward the term 'love'...

I do not want you to be as like me too...
hold on my dear, please do not make any silly mistake just like this...
the sky will be clear after the dark cloud is over...
I will be the sun for your rainbow...^^



my love always here for you...hugz...





Monday, March 1, 2010

i just realize...

haha....new discovery of the day....
actually yorgurt can be kept outdoor for 12hours
and it is still fresh and edible...but u need to preserve it nicely la
put under shade and avoid from heat and light...


although not some big discovery, but this will help me a lot in the future...
at least i get to buy and store the yogurt for tomorrow morning^^


yeah!!!

hehe, I also realised actually i can eat kiwi with my healthy meal...
but don't really taste that nice compared with yogurt
seem there is something lacking of...
i wonder what it is....hmm...




Ps: had a tasty meal for both lunch and breakfast...I am happy^^
by the way, price in canteen is increasing...== sweat