Sunday, January 6, 2013


I am very scare to stop...alway want to make sure that I am on the right path...
I make myself keep on going, seem like chasing for something but end up I realized that I am just wondering around wasting time...
I want so badly to fully utilize my time but end up wasting most of it...
I spend too much time to think but not taking the action...
The biggest issue is.....I don't know where and how to start it
I am my own maize....

I am like a turtle in the scare to step out of the world of comfort???

perhaps the answer is right in front of me...
I just couldn't reach it....

I am so lost....

can anybody give a hand??

Saturday, October 6, 2012


Rat doesn't belong to any household....
They lowly stay in the dark side
barely find a place to hide themselve avoid from view
struggling to survive in the community....
They are not allow to surface
not allowed to have their stand
as they are not one of the community....

They hide here and there to get peace
lowly searching food to survive

When will they be released??
or this is what they deserve??
this is what they belong???

Saturday, September 29, 2012


How to say thing that shouldn't be told
How to tell when the thing to say will get the whole scenario worse?
How to express oneself when you couldn't get others to understand your situation
How to do to make others to understand your situation when they don't feel so

How to know what should be be told...
How to to make others to understand....

I just couldn't make the thing right

I am a Fishmonger


Friday, September 28, 2012


My life's biggest dream is to travel around the world....
and I am doing it bit by bit
yet, I envy my friend who went aboard for study or even for the rest of their life...

I really wish that I could have a chance to live aboard, not just traveling
just for a short while...maybe a year?....just one country will do...

how is it like to live at a foreign country...
do I have that kind of courage and independency?
are they really that fantasy as how people described ???

...I wish....

Saturday, September 22, 2012

The lost self

I miss those time in Uni...where I am on control of my time
do whatever when I feelso
perhaps I am worrying too much...why can't I just be myself
I seem losing my braveness, daring, confident...

Need to search back the lost piece...

I love that self back then...

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Singapore Trip

 Is a wonderful trip to Singapore with seniors
Also a rare time traveling in Singapore like this.

we take train from KL to Singapore
although didn't sleep well in the train, but is really a nice experience.

First day we visited Universal Studio (USS), worth the ticket.
Transformer park is the MUST go place
Also for the red blue roller coaster, BEST !!! 
(although I just shut my eyes and scream throughout the
Too bad I miss the Egypt coaster...
It is really FUN!!!

We also went to Chinatown, Merlion Park, Esplanade, Marina Bay Sand etc.

Garden by the Bay is really a beautiful place, the power tree is so big and nice
really admire those who work there...

We also visited the Harry Potter exhibition
super excited !!! many familiar thing over there ^^

Finally, we went to Singapore Botanical Garden
a place where I have no fate with....haha
a nice place to bring family along during the weekend...
also for our doggie friend...I saw so many husky there
pity them to bear such hot weather...:x....their fur is losing their beautiness...sad...

First time staying in backpecker a nice experience.

Overall, really enjoyed the trip with you guys
Look forward for the coming trip ^^

Thank you

 ps: fail to upload photo...will try again later :p

Friday, August 24, 2012

Kuching trip

End of July 2012, we had a trip back to Kuching
Back to the familiar place, meeting with familiar people
It is a real nice trip....I miss you guys a lot
sad that the time are so limited...sorry if I didn't get to spend much with you guys...
anyhow, thank you for spacing out your time for me
I am really so happy to get to meet up with you all ^ ^

Glad to know that everybody is doing fine
Everyone is moving forward, grabbing each happiness in hand well

I am glad I chosen this uni, coz I met you guys
Thank you for being in my life for the past three years
and thank you for continue with me for the rest of the years

We shared a lot of memories
there might not be much chances for us to meet together and spend time as we used to be
but our memories will not fade

Take care my friends
Keep in touch
as you will always be in my heart ^ ^