Gratitude to all

Thank you guys

without you guys, I wont be able to complete my FYP
thank you for spending your early morning and evening for me
measuring trees under hot sun or rain
been attack by big red ant
shock and worried about accident that happened
is my pleasure to have you guys to help
really very thankful to have you all...^^


Alan

"thank you so much, don't worry, I am working fine,
hope everything go smooth for you too."


Li Shu

" jia you jia you!!things happen with a reason,
everything eventually will fall at the right point. Don't worry ^^"


Nyuk Shin

" All the best, you will make it work ^^!!"


Leh Ee

"My beauty, thank you for the time, it sure worn you...^^"


Little Bird

" Don't worry and don't feel guilty, everything going fine ^^"


Herbs

"nothing to say to you...:p...but thanks!!^^"


Qi Xiang

"sorry, miss out you...thanks lot, for all the time ^^"


Thean
"thank you...O...^^"

The Love

Love
is having somebody waiting for you
caring for you
accepting who you are
learning your past
looking forward for the future
Holding you tightly no matter what happened


This is a long journey
and we are walking side by side
there might be up and down
but the bond is strong to overcome it

accident-slide down from hill

Last weekend had a accident
slide down from the hill while taking tree measurement
that's was scary

before the case happened, I already know it will happen
It happened in a blink of eyes, no time for me to prevent it

fortunately only bruise on both hand and stomach
not really that serious (don't worry)
but I will still feel bit pain after bath
it will pain if I didn't sleep in right position too

worried my friend who should be protecting us
(he even tried to come down rescue me)
worried him that unable to accompany me for it

DON'T WORRY GUYS!!I WILL RECOVER SOON!!
THANK YOU AND SORRY!!

manage time

sorry for long time didn't update blog
kind of busy
time occupied...work, assignment, study, fyp, him...

I did try to manage my time
but somehow I still have limited time
although still able to finish the task
but sometime it make me feel stress up...
really feel like give up...

should I give up? am I giving myself too much?
or I just still need to improve myself more?
am i running away from my responsibility?
running away from the fact?

.... ....

B & W event

Have you ever think of this?
someone important to you just suddenly leave you.
perhaps not suddenly
but they just dissappear from your life
FOREVER

I ever imagine myself leaving the world
I don't want people to cry in my funeral,
coz I want them to be glad that I am in peace
even I died in tragedy...cause I don't want regrat in heart of people who love me.

As our age accumulate, this kind of event will increase too...
and the relationship between you and the main role of the event will become closer too
will I be able to handle it?
I don't know...


seeing the loved one leaving better?
- or -
leaving the loved one behind better?


I choose to see...so that people wont sad for my absent and feel lonely....


ps: personally, black and white represent funeral to me
no offence, just family education...

One month aniversery

This song was sang by someone important to me
touches....~^^~

Thank you for being by my side
for me, all this are just so amazing
Having someone loving me so truly, deeply, and madly...

I am really a lucky person
I have family and friends who loved me so much
now I got you...a guy who did so much just for me

Thank you for making this decision
making you a part of my life
Please bear with my wilfulness, irrational, childishness and bad temper
patient with my ignorance, poor communication and expression skill
I will try my best to be a better person...for both of us...

You filled my life with happiness ^^