Difference

There is something between you and my house.

Your mum prepare every single dinner and breakfast for you
My house don't, occasional happen when mum is free

Your mum buy her own things and arrange herself
My house don't, she prefer to go out together as we don't use to be around at home
and we have to help to arrange

Is a bless to be at your house
having someone to prepare meal (where I used to do it myself)
having someone to wake me up in the morning (my house don't have this practice)
having someone to dine in together and wash the plate after dinner (I used to in charge for that)
having someone to pamper me (impossible to happen in my house as you are over here)

thank you....sometime....it is really a bless to be able to be around here....be around your side

Expectation

I am expecting something to be planned...something to happen
somehow I don't dare to voice it out
as I don't know what will be the return respond...

I am kind of worry that I am the only one that see it so big...
and it is actually just something small to you...
or am I just over think about it?

I asked you...but I got an empty reply
and a smile...
did I get my answer?

hmm....if there is something, there will be
if there is no, please don't be too upset k

cheer up ~

Seem no fate with you

should I stay or should I leave?
I seem to have no fate with you
every time I tried so hard to be close to you
yet I end up to be far apart from you.

is it the first choice that I made
or is it the prayer that I made

I believe that things had been arranged...
and I believe what is belong to me will come to me sooner or later

I still couldn't see where does the road lead me...
I could only do what I can do and follow the flow....

Sorry blog

oops, I realized something...

I should apologize to my blog...
It should be a place to put everything about me
but I found out most thing that include here are sad and blue things...
I feel so sorry for it...

will try to feed it with positive stuff...

sorry blog...

Leave or stay?

I am struggling...
I don't know where should I live
I don't like to be alone
don't like the feeling that I am alone in the room when I got back from work

Sometime people need their own space
some peace time to rest their mind
but they don't need it all the time
at least I don't need it that much

I wish to have someone there to share things with me...
sometime to listen

I have slowly adapt with your house and your family...
I don't know...should I move out or should I stay...

???


Human don't live solitary

Melb...

End of July having fun over melb with ai
it is really an enjoyable time beside the killing weather
cannot imagine if I am going somewhere colder than that...:x...
the weather wasn't that bad, just I cannot adapt to it...haha..

thanks to Mr Ong who drive and planned a one day trip ^^
it was wonderful and memorable ^^
and thanks to him for driving us to the airport ^^

thanks to me dearest one too
i think i sure cost her lot...hehe

melb is really an ideal place to live for family
shop close after 6pm, only thurs and fri got late night shop (if I am not mistake)
people basically stay at home, spend their free time just with family.
even during weekday, you can see people jogging around the place
very easy to get fresh fruit juice and tasty yogurt
very big portion fresh salad ^^
I just seem cannot stuff in too much of those carbo food...
although I did not eat much over there, I hardly feel hungriness in me...haha

~^^~

hmm...as promised...I will be back to melb....three years to prepare for it !!!....