Preserve the heat?

I realised I am not good in social skill
I can be very friendly
yet sometime I can be very cool and quiet
I can heat the relationship very fast but I don't know how to maintain the temperature.

Today met some long time no see friends
if they didn't start the conversation, I am kind of lost with the topic
no that I don't like to be friend with them, just that I don't know how to maintain it
don't know how to keep in touch when I don't actually really call them frequently

Too many friend to keep in touch, too little afford put inside
the afford is selective
is kind of sad, but this is the fact
we cannot keep everyone that passed our life in the contact
but we can keep their memory in the mind



ps: the invention of FB is a good idea to keep friend connected and in touch
although I didn't use it very well, but it does help a lot.

Single room

This is my first time having single room
when I was at home, I used to share a room with my sis
then enter uni, I had roommate for past two years
and now I am alone having the whole room

At first, it was quite scary
I don't dare to switch off the light to sleep
the room is big...
too big untill i don't have idea how to arrange my stuff...
no people to chat when I am blue
no fashion consult when I got fashion crisis
no people to share stuff...
I will definitely miss my ex-roommate
we are really so match...^^

worse part is...friends which always hang around
is moving out from hostel
no more accompany for meal or shopping or even more...

a lot more need to adapt...
first of all....upgrade my fashion sense!!!
LOL ^^

10 years

It had been 10 years since the day we met
I can still remember those time in school
studying together
playing together

glad that we are still so close to each other
although along the way thee are unhappy event
but we manage to keep it until now

fate bring us together
and I believe it will continuously hold us together
no matter how far is the journey
please hold on with this friendship
because it is so precious and outasite

thank you guyz
is my pleasure to know you all ^^

HAPPY 2011

new year mean new beginning
a lot of changes will be happening for this year...
a lot of first time to be tried....
a year full of excitment, anxious, and worries

some target for myself to achieve
hopefully i will reach it
...wanted to improve my temper more
...make myself a more decisive person

received lot message saying
"letting the past away and look forward for the future"
yup, is always like that to welcome the "new one"
but don't forget to learn from the past, keep it and improve for the future


...wishing all my friends and my family and the one...

*****
HAPPY & HEALTHY ALWAYS
MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE ^^
*****

Tip to Siem Reap

Here is some kind tips for those plan to go Siem Reap

1. Cambodia have four seasons, the best seasons to visit Siem Reap is during Nov-Jan (cold dry season)
2. bring scarf, is kind of dusty during this seasons
3. sunblock and bodylotion is needed
4. mask will help to block the dusty air
5. sunglass protect your eyes from noon strong sunlight and the dusty air
6. prepare some small note when buying things in the market, especially local market
7. wear comfortable footwear when visit Angkor wat temple, as it required lot walking and climbing
8. insect repellent needed during night time
9. bring some candy along, it will help entertain child over there
10. don't ever respont to those seller at Angkor Wat temple if you are not interested to buy anything, coz once you show interest to buy, they will surround you with lots of other stuff
11. caucasian are always friendly to share their experient, have a chat with them

Angkor Wat

Five days five night trip to Siem Reap

The location of Angkor Wat
it is a wonderful trip
although I am the one who suggested, yet all the arrangement done by my sis
thanks sis, without you, this trip wont be such success ^^

A nice place to go, worth to visit
the place is peaceful and quite
kind of dusty during this end year
but the weather is perfect (dry and cold)
the pace here is slow (but sun rise and fall fast)
the guesthouse is cosy, and our drive and tourguide is kind and friendly
food over here is interesting too (miss those french bread)
and the Angkor Wat temple is magnificent!!!


however, the country is poor,
without Angkor Wat temple
I really don't know what does this country leave with...paddy?
thank god that there is no war now over there
most landmine had been removed (visit the war museum)
bless the country with better future
while preserving their mother nature and their culture property

memory of PUTIH

He was still so young
we spent so little time together
yet joyful time...
he is part of my memory with you...

remember those time...
watching him drinking milk
trying to sneak into the house
scolding him for being naughty
seeing him crying when locked in the room

now he is laying deep in the ground
not welcoming my return...
not running around my leg...

everything happen with a reason
noone is guilt on this

rest in peace my dear little one
you leave us with wonderful memory

thank you
....
:)